my story

2012-01-12T22:59:00.000-08:00

12 JANUARY 2012

#PenMerahPenBiru saya sayang awak walaupun awak suka MU

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today is 13.1.12 :) we are officially a month old ! :) i love you so much pumpkin ! im stubborn and nasty but that's me :) i love you and i hope that we will last :) let me tell you a story .....

first time i found out about you , i was in aqilah's bedroom . aqilah ckp dia ada seorg kwn dari tuition dia , aqilah cakap budak ni selalu nyanyi dalam tuition , asyik nyanyiii ja , she said suara you sedap tapi you asyik nyanyi so annoying . haha . then she showed me a video of you singing , '' not bad arr'' i said , then balik rumah i nak add you , tgok2 dah add dah pun *you ckp you yg add.okay* . so i tgok la gambar2 you semuaaaaaa , DAMNNN paris aussie london japan semua pernah pergi , and you budak fixxie , warna biru pulak tuu *chelsea* LOL . okayyy and thennnnn i found out that you adik anas -____________- i kenal anas 3 years pun i tak tau dia ada adik laki !! i macam ''whatt?!?! you have a lil broo? '' , okayyy then i ajak dia bawak you pergi studio , first time i saw you , first thing on my mind ''putih macam edward cullen'' okay . haha and you mcm pendiam , and i ingat you BERLAGAK . like seriously i senyum kat you , you tak balas URGGHHHHHH -________- tapi when you sang ''saat terakhir'' i was standing right beside you and i was struggling to stand still sebab i tergoda gila dgar suara you . your voice is like vanila ice-cream on a rainy day ! your voice sangat tenang and i cair macam ice cream masa tu . haha , i saja buat2 tak nak ambik tau pasal suara you , tak mau you ingat i ni pelik ka pa . haha then we texted ever since , i like it when you sing GAHHHHH love it :) setiap malam you tegur i , you nak i berubah , and i pun nk berubah jadi someone yang disciplined and loving and caring and responsible . well im 18 ...and your errr nevermind :P i want to become superwoman LOL okay no laaa , jadi human yang baik pun okay lettuw :) even though sometimes your annoyingly cute and you always joke around saying you ada awek lain , tapi i selalu ambik serious , hoho sorry :) but i want you to know that i love you hoho :) okayyyyy here's your present ! i'll pass it to you when we meet:)

''your present is patung tu ,i saja nak letak chelsea tuuu as background, nak bagi you dengki :P ''

okay sayang :) happy one month ! i love you :') i love you with all my heart , your my everything :)

*GO CHELSEA*

2012-01-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

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Shaleeda : The other half of my heart <3

All In My Head

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All i need now to strength and to learn how to trust :) i need to chill and expect nothing , NOTHING IS GOING ON , NOTHING IS GOING ON , ITS ALL IN MY HEAD . but it would be nice IF YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAYYYYYY . pffffffffffffffttttt , all in my head , ALL IN MY HEAD . Chow !

2012-01-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

02 JANUARY 2012 ,

*can't wait for PMR this 2012 years ;(

A - If I’m in love.

= No :)

B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was.

= No Idea . Hee ;p

C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed.

= Never , i'm not a cheap kitt okay ;)

D - If I have a preference for boys or girls.

= BOYS WITH NICE SMILE

E - How many holes I have in my ears.

= 3 ON THE LEFT , 1 ON THE RIGHT

F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’ = COLD .

G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to

. = My miricale family

H - The last person I hugged.

= Daddy

I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.

= A WEEK AGO , I FELT INSECURE

J - How old I am.

= 15 :)

K- What my full name is.

= SHUMALEE

L - If I have siblings. = Yes , iwill bully them as well .

M - If I forgive betrayal.

= IT WILL ONLY LEAD TO MORE

N - If you want to know how I treat my friends.

= I TREAT THEM WITH LOVEEE

O - If I like my school.

= SOMETIMES I DO , SOMETIMES I DONT

P - What kind of music I like.

= ALTERNATIVE ROCK

Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be.

= TWO NIGHTS AGO , NEXT ? NOT SURE

R - For me to tell 5 of my curiosities.

=WHY IS THE WORLD ROUND

=WHY AM I BEING ME ?

=WHY AM I SO UGLY?

=WHY AM I SO STUPID?

=WHY CAN'T WE FLY?

S - 2 habits.

Woke up late

=MUSIC

T- 5 things I love unconditionally.

=God

=FAMILY

=FOOD

=SLEEPING

=Internet

U - How many texts I send daily.

=100+ DEPENDS

V - 3 big dreams.

=BE SUCCESSFUL

=MONEY MONEY MONEY

=TRAVEL THE WORLD WITH HIM

W - An idol.

=HAYLEY WILLIAMS

X - If I’ve done something I regret very much.

=WASTING MY TIME LOVING SOMEONE WHO IS NOT MEANT TO BE

Y - If I like my town and why.

=SMALL AND FUN , NOT TOO CROWDED

Z - Ask any question you want.

WHAT ARE YOU WISHES FOR 2012 ?

New year New life.

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first of all ,

HAPPY NEWWWWW YEARRRRRR :D :D

i can't believe im 15 :)

i am sooooooooooooo happy of letting 2011 go , that was a painful year ! i can't wait to see what 2012 is holding for me. i am so happy right now :) and i found that special someone to share it withhhhh meeeeee , and whoever who wants to hurt my family i will 'WAHCCHHHAAAAAAAAAA'' >.< . okay i hope everyone enjoyed their new year celebration ! i spend the last 8 new years home alone dancing by my self , this time i got a chance to spend new year with holiday at singapore :) anddd make my haappy and can spend more time with them and makes it alllll better :) i hope that everyone will make a world a better place this year , who knows ? 2012 could be the end of the world , but nahhhhh i dont believe in bullshits ! just make your everyday the best and live life to the fullest , let go of bad and negative energy from your life ! that's all , happy new year everyone :D

Love , L

Blah Blah Blah

2011-11-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

Okay , so long i din't even touch my lappy at home . Erm only my younger sister hold it everyday . Haha , exam ma . No more FACEBOOK , PHONE , and TELEVISION man :) Only book okay . Even next year , no HOLIDAY goys ;> heee . Hope i happy with my new life next year with PMR teetttt . Urm let go with my new story . I know youguys love my story with my broken english . ;D i slap youguys then if youguys laugh at me ! Kays , now im currently at airport . Im going to JAKARTA . Erm , but flight delayed until 10 p.m . ;/ tired for waiting with my daddy . So im online at longe ;> don't jelouse goys . Okay , another story ... My sister already in love with someone . Kay , straight to the point that im felt damn jelouse man ! That guys not even rich , but damn handsome weh . Like a chineese guys la . But he's a same religion as us . Haha no matter what happen , i hope they happy and he does'nt make my sister sad . Im a good sister is it ? hee . Erm , and if me .... not a right time be with someone right now . Concernrate with my single life and study life first ; ] Lalalala , sometime im jelouse with my sister . Because the first days we at hometown , i saw him and try to takcle him . Cehh , no lah . Just forget it ;] it not my mate , and her one . I believe in God hand .

That all - dear LILY ;D

I'm Really Happy Within This Khongsuwan Family ;->

2011-10-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hello , for a long time i did'nt post a new blog . Busy for study ;) Okay , let go for our story today . Hee , sudah i week tinggal kay USJ with my cuz . Very happy , but always bangun pagi-pagi kat rumah diorang mmg takada orang . Seorang la kat rumah tu . Btw seorang pun best okay , masak sendiri for my breakfast . Tak percayakan ? Masak nasi dengan telur mata kerbau je . HEE , rasanya kalau duduk rmh diorang kurus kut . Haha , erm act stay rumah diorang bcs nak phi ni ajar mathematics .. But diorang pun busy dngn kerja . Boleh la tanya sikit :) at least i get a bit knowleadge kan ? Haha , btw second days mmg bgun lmbt . ..Bcs tidur lmbt , then bgun pagi-pagi , nisshal and jorences dah balik . Jorence handsome kay ? Btw , dia dgn phi ni damn sweet . Ahh , kalau phi tertidur pun dia jaga . oH SHITT , my secret admire ;p jangan marah kay ? Ermm , then apa yang happy dia pagi-pagi balik then tanya dah makan belum , then ly kata belum makan . Then dia kata knp belum makan . Ly pun senggih je lah . Dia time tu baru balik dari class . Dgn dress up dia . Oh god ;| Erm , third days , time ptg when phi ni balik .. Kita siap pergi summit bcs phi ni nak beli baju untk jorences . Dia pun bwk kita pergi . As what phi ni said * you'll be our bodyguard tonight . Haha , jalan ,malam-malam realesasse tension . Mmg best , dia belanja nak bas . Act ingt nak bayar , but dia taknak . Haha .. and time jalan dia borak-borak dgn ly . Siap gelak besar . so cute ;D haha . Then whenn .....

Respect mother like respect God ;->

2011-09-23T02:29:00.000-07:00

Hey , let straight to the point . Er , now my mum allowed me to use handphone . Such a great news ;-D haha . Just know when she told me , i was like wanna jump like a monkey . hehe . Mummy , thanks for your believed toward me . I'm sorry for what that i had done to you , especially make your tears drop . If your tears drop even 1 drop , i was like being bad toward you . Mum , i know if not because of you , i won't be in this world . I can't feel how the world it is . Hm D'; MUMMY , I'm very regret what had i done to you . I try to be someone responsible daugther o.o but No matter what happen , that does'nt mean i'm not loving you . You know what mummy , i could sacrificed my life within to stay beside you . Even you scold me always and always , i stick with my stand that I LOVE YOU . ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU MUMMY D; Hm

# Thanks for Evething .

Boring ;-p

2011-09-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

Boring . Um , tadi dah study subject history . Such as boring subject and it make me feel more boring . Dah baca around 2 chapter then buat exercise --' boring . But ly tengah buat recap for this FINAL EXAM . Arggh , scared man . Then now , nak hilang kan boring lah konon , tengah nak download movie .. ;) hee . So kbye

Family Are The First Person That I Suppose To Love And Love ;-)

2011-09-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

Blah blah....Today so happy man . Now i'm and my lovely family at my cuz house at USJ ;) They make me happy until don't know how to says .After we have a dinner , so we plan we're going to shopping . Haha;-D erm , hey goys got news ... Someone wanna to commit me as he's GirlFriend.. Oh i don't know what to says . Because this is not a right time for me to think those story . Err --' Hope you understand ~~MR . BR~~. And now, i won't reply your text until you know what i mean . I also want to concentratewith my PMR next year . Because, my parent do hope me to get got result. If you really love me , you wont force me with that crap things . And does'nt mean , we can't be friend anymore right ? Hehe nothing to says . So only these for today ... ;-p kbye

2011-09-13T08:47:00.001-07:00

BORING LIKE A HELL . So blah blah blah --.

NOTHING TO SAYS ;> ----> CHOW

2011-09-12T03:03:00.001-07:00

Faktardd Story Man D;

2011-08-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

Before nak luahkan kat sini , hati sekarang ni memang tak tahu nak explain kut D;

Goys , you know what .. My facebook account ada problem again . I dont what happen actually . ~~'FACEBOOK SAID TH~~AT ~~MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT WAS A FAKED ACCOUNT ' .~~ Oh man , idontknowwhat to do now ! Kalau kata nak buat account baru , ahhhh dah banyak account ly buat sebelum ni . Ade yang memang kena HACKED and ada yang lupa email and password and blah blah blah . Pening nak tunggu dia boleh buka . Maybe dah memang tak boleh bukak . So sekarang ni worried sangat nak bagithy kawan and sayang gila facebook lama bebb ! Semua ada ! AHHHH IHATETHISHAPPENMANN !

God , please dont let this happen , im tired with all of this D; hmmmm

#So kalau siapa-siapa yang baca blog lily ni , harap maklum yang facebook acccount lama memang dah tak boleh bukak . So kalau ada apa-apa yang tak senonoh berlaku di laman web saya . Saya tidak tahu apa-apa . To stalker , watch up guys . If i said you're my true enemy , and it was . Wait and see bicth . Fakktard person , just god only repaid your badness ! --'

2011-08-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

MY DREAM CAR MANN (!) Sure one day i'll get it ;-D
Haha . Awesome right ? Ofcourse ,I want my boyfriend buy for me .

~~I want this car only be mine bitchh !~~

2011-08-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

Daddy : Lily , i need a help . Can i ?
Me : Yess sure daddy #with a sincere smile :)
Daddy : I just want you to get 7 'A' in your PMR result . Can you
help me ? #ohgod , im was like terharu mann !
Me : Erm . Yes i will daddy # with crying
Daddy : If i offer you canon dslr ?
Me : Haaah ? Are you  sure ?   #jumping like insase !
Daddy :  # he hug me tightly
Me : Nothing to say man !

ILOVEYOUDADDY

2011-08-14T01:27:00.001-07:00

In Relationship with Single ;> #that me